(via TumbleOn)
i’ll be a skinny bitch in 2019 just watch me
my brain all day: don’t eat more than 500 calories
my brain at 10pm: Ć̶̫O̵͈͂͠N̴̯͚̈́̋S̴͙͘U̴̘̘͑Ḿ̸͈E̵͍̍̊
That’s the tea sis
Every hour.
Every minute
Every second you go without eating
You’re burning calories.
How can that idea NOT be addictive. How can I not constantly think about it. I have a problem I know…but can you blame me?
Tfw you get back down to your cw on tumblr
When you used porn blogs for thinspo on occasion and now theyre all dead 💀☠
i don’t have the healthiest coping methods but i haven’t killed myself yet so where’s my fucking medal
me: searches for thinspo
tumblr: Everything Okay?
me: nope :) now out of my way :))
I know a lot of girls say
“I cant wait until my doctor says im underweight”
or
“I cant wait until someone says ‘you’re so skinny, you need to eat more’”
And a lot of the time the response i see is
“Nah cuz then people will catch on”
But like… i kinda want them too? Like i kind of want people around me to know that i’m suffering but i cant force myself to speak up about it. So being underweight is the best i can do.
I need to follow more people going through similar journeys
